May Monthly Report
"When you can’t change the direction of the wind
— adjust your sails.” May has given me the chance to do this. I learnt my
lesson early this month and had to adjust or fix what I was doing to achieve
what I knew was achievable- the controllable’s that I can control. Everybody
has 2 voices in their head- the angel and the devil per say that direct us.
This year is all about taming the devil to play to the way I want this year to
play out.
When I look
back to Huatulco World Cup, a race I rather forget but with a memorable hill, I
had my first overseas hit out. I wanted to take so much out of the race. Take
on the challenge of the one of the hardest courses in the ITU circuit and give
it a run for its money. A holiday destination to some, the hard, hot and
challenging course gave an insight into many and myself what it takes to be the
best. I basically got spat out the back and forced to learn the hard way. With
a some what unexpected and disappointing result, I was forced to be hard on
myself- pick up the pieces and put them back into a puzzle.
Just like
the movies or what I call everyday life, I was off on a plane another long
journey to the other side of the world.
Having hours to think to myself, and get back to the right mindset, my
Europe adventures started. After a week of having time to myself, training
myself, soul searching in the fields of France and attempting to count my
strokes and speak in French, what I call my day job came back to play. When I think about the Worlds in Auckland
this year, a race that demands a lot, I think both mental and physical aspects
play a vital part in being the best. It’s the person that can make those 1
percents, as important as the 100 percents and every process automatic. Even
when you might not want to dive into cold water or what you don’t expect
happens, you can’t change it. Accept the process and move forward. With
inspirational words from some of the most respected in the sport, I gave it my
best crack and came out with more than I expected. You want people to be scared
of you.
But the big
question is…Why be scared? Why be nervous? A World Triathlon Series race to me
is hitting the big time. The highest level I can achieve. Nothing to lose and
lots to gain. Madrid, WTS #2, a chance to move forward, get some TV (just for
my parents back home- extended skype session) and bring to the table what I can
give. I showed to myself that I can be there in the swim, keep my position on
the bike and still have to work on being strong and consistent in my run. A big
thing that I have taken out of all my races this month is my run. If I had one
thing to work on this year, it would be building the right amount of strength
to be there on the bike and in control on the run. I have plenty of
opportunities to work on this and races to see development and process
throughout the year. With my coach, Jamie Turner and the excellent support
staff that I have around me, it’s time to optimize all opportunities and look
forward- when jumping on your bike out of T1, never at your feet… you only go
sidewards!
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